I made it to 40 weeks and now Im really done being pregnant. I want to hold my baby boy and get my body back. This waiting game is too much for someone that is so in control all the time.
We have everything ready. The crib, the bassinet, the carseat, the hospital bag, the diapers, the wipes, the clothes. We are sooo ready to meet our little man.
He is doing so good. His heartbeat is right where they want it. His movement is great and he responds to us when we mess with the belly. I know he is healthy and safe inside but I just wanna hold him already .
I am a little nervous being a first time mommy though. I keep thinking what if I don't do it right or what if I forget him or what if..... I hate thinking this but I guess once he is here all my fears will be relieved and I will just know what to do.
So cmon Micah we are so ready to meet you !!!
Friday, May 6, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
KCFD
I work for the Kansas City Missouri Fire Department and I just want people to know how much that company sucks. I have been harrassed by many people there and I have went to HR and supervisors and nothing is done about it. I have been harrassed in front of a supervisor and nothing was done.
Now that I have filed with HR they are saying I sexually harrassed them to explain the harrassment. This is crap. I hate this company.
I was MAST, the ambulance service and fire took us over. Since they have taken us over we have been short handed and treated like red headed step children. The ambulance crews are supposed to have total access to fire stations, this was the reason fire wanted to take over to put us in fire stations instead on the corners. WEll certain fire stations have signs up that say ambulance crews are not welcome. Certain firemen treat the ambulance workers like they are trash.
I cannot stand working for a company that could care less about their new employees. And the promised pension we were supposed to get, ya we arent getting it. They are taking our money and adding it to their pension and we cant touch it. And what company do you know that gives a pregnant woman a hard time for using the restroom a lot or walking around alot.
The firemen get to have their training classes while on duty so they are getting paid for it. The ambulance crews have to come in on their days off and do the training without pay. How are we ONE?
I hate this place.
Now that I have filed with HR they are saying I sexually harrassed them to explain the harrassment. This is crap. I hate this company.
I was MAST, the ambulance service and fire took us over. Since they have taken us over we have been short handed and treated like red headed step children. The ambulance crews are supposed to have total access to fire stations, this was the reason fire wanted to take over to put us in fire stations instead on the corners. WEll certain fire stations have signs up that say ambulance crews are not welcome. Certain firemen treat the ambulance workers like they are trash.
I cannot stand working for a company that could care less about their new employees. And the promised pension we were supposed to get, ya we arent getting it. They are taking our money and adding it to their pension and we cant touch it. And what company do you know that gives a pregnant woman a hard time for using the restroom a lot or walking around alot.
The firemen get to have their training classes while on duty so they are getting paid for it. The ambulance crews have to come in on their days off and do the training without pay. How are we ONE?
I hate this place.
Monday, April 11, 2011
Less than 4 weeks and counting...
Wow I am coming to the end of my pregnancy and I am getting really excited. I have had my baby showers and ordered the carseat and set up the crib and pack and play, there is still a lot to do but most of the things are ready for him to finally get here. I have really enjoyed this experience even though I have been really sick through most of it.
I still need to organize his room and hang up all his clothes and wash the remaining clothes that I just got recently. But his diapers are clean and he has clothes to get started with. I am so excited.
Last week at the doctor I was dialated to a one and my next appointment is Wed. I cant wait for them to check me again and see if he is coming early. I jsut want to hold him tight and never let him go. I cannot wait.
I still need to organize his room and hang up all his clothes and wash the remaining clothes that I just got recently. But his diapers are clean and he has clothes to get started with. I am so excited.
Last week at the doctor I was dialated to a one and my next appointment is Wed. I cant wait for them to check me again and see if he is coming early. I jsut want to hold him tight and never let him go. I cannot wait.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Thinking of Delivery Day
Do I sound mean when I say I don't want a lot of people in my room when I am in labor. I want my husband and my sister and if my mom wants to stop by I can handle that. But everyone else will just have to wait until he is out and they can actually see him.
I am watching "One Born Every Minute" and these ladies have all these people in their rooms aggrevating them while they are dealing with labor pains. And let me just say right now , while I am pushing noone will be allowed in. I don't wanna broadcast my privates to everyone.
I want my sister and my husband to see Micah come out, but I also want them to just let me go through labor. These people on this show are annoying the way they are asking every minute if they can do anything. Seriously when you are in that much pain you really just wanna be left alone so you can get through the contractions.
I just really hope people understand I will not be in the mood to have people filling up my room to wait out the delivery. But I will enjoy family and friends coming to the house after we are all settled into a routine, maybe give us a week home alone, to hold him and see him.
Oh and I should mention they should understand my OCD and the handwashing will happen a lot and if you are sick well no touching baby sorry. And yes we are breastfeeding and no I will not be using a bottle right away, so no you cant feed him. And yes I really wanna cloth diaper and no you cant just put a disposable on him because it will be easier for you.
Wow I think I am turning into one of those moms that everyone hates, but I dont care. This could be our only child and my only chance to have my birth and my child my way, so we are doing it our way.
I am watching "One Born Every Minute" and these ladies have all these people in their rooms aggrevating them while they are dealing with labor pains. And let me just say right now , while I am pushing noone will be allowed in. I don't wanna broadcast my privates to everyone.
I want my sister and my husband to see Micah come out, but I also want them to just let me go through labor. These people on this show are annoying the way they are asking every minute if they can do anything. Seriously when you are in that much pain you really just wanna be left alone so you can get through the contractions.
I just really hope people understand I will not be in the mood to have people filling up my room to wait out the delivery. But I will enjoy family and friends coming to the house after we are all settled into a routine, maybe give us a week home alone, to hold him and see him.
Oh and I should mention they should understand my OCD and the handwashing will happen a lot and if you are sick well no touching baby sorry. And yes we are breastfeeding and no I will not be using a bottle right away, so no you cant feed him. And yes I really wanna cloth diaper and no you cant just put a disposable on him because it will be easier for you.
Wow I think I am turning into one of those moms that everyone hates, but I dont care. This could be our only child and my only chance to have my birth and my child my way, so we are doing it our way.
Friday, March 18, 2011
7 WEEKS LEFT!!!
OMG!!!
I have only 7 weeks left to get everything done. I am so nervous and scared that nothing else will get done. I don't even have a carseat yet. YIKES!
I wanna meet my little guy and hold and cuddle him but at the same time I don't wanna stop feeling him move around in my tummy.
We still need lots of cloth diapers, I don't have near enough to start with. I need a dirty diaper bag and a pack and play and a carseat and bedding and ....... I still haven't organized his closet or hung up his clothes, I can barely walk into his closet. And his room is a mess. The carpets need cleaned and there is stuff everywhere.
BREATH!!!!
I know we have plenty and things will get done. I know I can relaxa and let things happen, but at the same time I'm freaking out.
IM FREAKING OUT!!! Seriously people.
7 WEEKS LEFT!!! Thats it!!! 7 WEEKS !!!
I have only 7 weeks left to get everything done. I am so nervous and scared that nothing else will get done. I don't even have a carseat yet. YIKES!
I wanna meet my little guy and hold and cuddle him but at the same time I don't wanna stop feeling him move around in my tummy.
We still need lots of cloth diapers, I don't have near enough to start with. I need a dirty diaper bag and a pack and play and a carseat and bedding and ....... I still haven't organized his closet or hung up his clothes, I can barely walk into his closet. And his room is a mess. The carpets need cleaned and there is stuff everywhere.
BREATH!!!!
I know we have plenty and things will get done. I know I can relaxa and let things happen, but at the same time I'm freaking out.
IM FREAKING OUT!!! Seriously people.
7 WEEKS LEFT!!! Thats it!!! 7 WEEKS !!!
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Love This Quote
"I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ.” ~Mahatma Ghandi
Ready To Be A Momma!!
I have 9 weeks to go. Just 9 weeks and I am so excited. I cannot wait to hold my little man and kiss him and hug him. I have his crib set up and some clothes washed, I am waiting to get all the clothes washed so I can seperate them all and hang them up. I want to put all the bigger clothes to the back of the closet so that I will know what is good to wear at what stage. I am thinking I will have a big baby.
I want to get the closet organized and get the dresser fixed up and ready to go. I am getting anxious to get all of this done so that all will be ready when he gets here. I cant believe I have to wait until the beginning of April to have my baby shower. I know you are supposed to wait but I want everything done and ready. I guess all new mommies go through this. If I had a toddler to chase around I wouldnt even have time to pay attention to all the needed to be done.
I am excited to see my neices interact with Micah. I cant wait to see Chaz hold Micah. I just want him here . But I know we must wait to meet him so that he will be totall healthy.
I want to get the closet organized and get the dresser fixed up and ready to go. I am getting anxious to get all of this done so that all will be ready when he gets here. I cant believe I have to wait until the beginning of April to have my baby shower. I know you are supposed to wait but I want everything done and ready. I guess all new mommies go through this. If I had a toddler to chase around I wouldnt even have time to pay attention to all the needed to be done.
I am excited to see my neices interact with Micah. I cant wait to see Chaz hold Micah. I just want him here . But I know we must wait to meet him so that he will be totall healthy.
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