4 months and counting

I am officially 18 weeks pregnant and very excited. Only a few more months and I will have a baby to hold in my arms. I cannot wait.

This is probable one of the most stressful and hardest things I have ever been through. I mean knowing I am the only human that can take care of and keep this baby safe. Watch what I eat, how much I exercise, what I drink, what meds i can take, watch everything and then even if I do everything right something could still go wrong.

I have had two scares so far. It makes me so scared and nervous. I just wanna be bed confined and not do a thing in fear of losing this baby.