Do you ever notice that when you don't go to church or read the bible you start to fall? It gets harder the longer you are away from him, like you need him to keep you in line.
Well I fall more often than not when I do not attend church, when I do not open my bible. I hated being in classes this semester because I put down my bible and picked up my textbooks. I love learning about the bible and GOD and Jesus and I love hearing the sermons of my preacher and Shawns. I just get lost when I do not learn or hear the word.
I should know that he is always there and always watching and hearing. I should know that he knows my thoughts and actions before I do them. Yet I mess up, I wonder, I do the wrong thing. Does HE want us to open the bible and study everyday, does HE want us to attend church on a regular basis, does HE want us to study HIM and everything he is about? Is the lost and lonely feeling HIS way of saying "hey come back home, visit way more than you do".
So like I tell myself all the time I am going to pick up the bible more and try to attend church more often than watching the online version of it. I am going to try harder to study HIS word more and learn from him. I am going to try to open up to HIM more and find more friends to talk with and really lay out my struggles.
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I think once you are done with school you will have more time and more energy to go to church. I hope you find what you are looking for.
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